Today has been a hard day.

I miss my babies everyday, but today was especially bad.

My arms feel constantly empty.

I feel like there is a hole in my chest where my heart should be!

I miss everything about my babies.

Even the times I was sick, frustrated and ready to give up.

If I could, I would pack my bag right this second and go back.

I would give anything to be back in sala tying shoes, wiping runny noses, breaking up fights, changing dirty cloth diapers, holding my kids when they cry, dancing and singing with them.

Sophia, Javier, Ana Cristina, David, Ana Lucia, Camilla, Jhoana, and Serika.

and my infants that aren't in the picture.

Maria De Los Angeles, Richard Paul(Gordo), Rosita, and Jonathan.

They have changed my life in more ways than I can even imagine.

I wish I could adopt them all, or at least find them all families.

They have so much love to give.

And they will be in my heart always and forever.

"Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high

the dreams that you dreamed of

Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow

Blue birds fly

And the dreams that you dreamed of

Dreams really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star

Wake up where the clouds are far behind me

Where trouble melts like lemon drops

High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh

Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly..

And I think to myself,

What a wonderful world.."

Te amo con todo mi corazón..

Por siempre!

xoxo, su madre.