I'm going to be honest,
my head and my heart have never been so disconnected from one another in my entire life.
For the last while I have been at a constant battle with myself,
back and forth,
I think I have made up my mind, and then somethings sneaks into the back of it.
I think I know what I want, what makes the most sense logically, what I think would be the best/easiest for me and others around me,
but my heart doesn't think,
it just feels.
Stupid, stupid heart.
I guess this is just one of those times where I have to have faith that everything will work out the way it's supposed to.. right?
Doesn't mean it isn't still ridiculously hard.
"-There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
-Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want?... Damn it, what do you want?
-It's not that simple."