..Laugh as much as you choose,but you will not laugh me out of my opinion.. -Pride and Prejudice

Saturday, September 10, 2011

I'm going to be honest,
my head and my heart have never been so disconnected from one another in my entire life.
For the last while I have been at a constant battle with myself,
back and forth,
I think I have made up my mind, and then somethings sneaks into the back of it.
I think I know what I want, what makes the most sense logically, what I think would be the best/easiest for me and others around me,
but my heart doesn't think, 
it just feels.

Stupid, stupid heart. 
I guess this is just one of those times where I have to have faith that everything will work out the way it's supposed to.. right?
Doesn't mean it isn't still ridiculously hard.

"-There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
-Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do you want?... Damn it, what do you want?
 -It's not that simple."


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